右眼用眼过度：

左眼也。。。。。。

屋檐如悬崖 风铃如沧海 我等燕归来
时间被安排 演一场意外 你悄然走开
故事在城外 浓雾散不开 看不清对白
你听不出来 风声不存在 是我在感慨

梦醒来 是谁在窗台 把结局打开
那薄如蝉翼的未来 经不起谁来拆
我送你离开  千里之外 你无声黑白
沉默年代 或许不该 太遥远的相爱
我送你离开 天涯之外 你是否还在
琴声何来 生死难猜 用一生 去等待

闻泪声入林 寻梨花白 只得一行 青苔
天在山之外 雨落花台 我两鬓斑白

一身琉璃白 透明着尘埃 你无瑕的爱
你从雨中来 诗化了悲哀 我淋湿现在
芙蓉水面 采船行影犹在 你却不回来
被岁月覆盖 你说的花开 过去成空白

梦醒来 是谁在窗台 把结局打开
那薄如蝉翼的未来 经不起谁来拆
我送你离开 千里之外 你无声黑白
沉默年代 或许不该 太遥远的相爱
我送你离开 天涯之外 你是否还在
琴声何来 生死难猜 用一生...

《千里之外》反反复复听了很多遍，特别是费玉清唱的那段格外的喜欢，温润如玉但又略沾哀婉，我甚至觉得周杰伦的声音在里面是可有可无。其中最感动的部分是“梦醒来 是谁在窗台 把结局打开 那薄如蝉翼的未来 经不起谁来拆 我送你离开 千里之外 你无声黑白 沉默年代 或许不该 太遥远的相爱 我送你离开 天涯之外 你是否还在 琴声何来 生死难猜 用一生 去等待”对我来说若我的未来也是薄如蝉翼的，那么应该是经不起谁来“猜”的，一个人对未知事物的恐惧是建立在其对这件事情的不了解和不确定上的。我对我的未来诚惶诚恐，也许也是基于对未来大堆的猜测上的，当然还有各种各样的期许，猛然想到：这是对自己能力的不信任吗？这是对自己可以付出努力程度的不自信吗？也许吧，作为惰性使然的我要改掉如此这般的作风谈何容易。QQ上的签名档显示了我近期的鸿鹄之志，现在，看来只有我自己才知道要怎么唾骂我自己了。

“千里之外，你无声黑白，沉默年代，或许不该，太遥远的相爱，我送你离开，天涯之外，你是否还在，琴声何来，生死难猜，用一生，去等待”对照一下自己，除了那句“太遥远的相爱，我送你离开”（呵呵，被我破句了）应该变成“太遥远的想念，我目送你离开”，其他我还是可以对号入座的，也许，多少年以后，与他，我真的会生死难猜，很实际也很悲哀。这不是我想要的结果。但总有一天，有一方会先永远的消失，而等待一生的人注定只可能是我。前几天看了AG的空间，上面说人的倦怠期是28个月，从2003年3月28日，我的想念已经持续了42个月，我是一个很durable的人诶！随时放弃都可以了吧，但一旦放弃了，会不会就像基督徒坚持了3年，每天对着圣经做祷，突然有一天觉得太累了，还不如早点睡觉，就把精装版的圣经封存收藏了，这可能吗，既然信了，就信一辈子吧，如果相信印度教的轮回说，是不是还要相信来世与印度教缘定三生，四生，五生。习惯果然是很可怕的东西，让我欲罢不能。宁愿相信这是命运，曾经很深入的在想这个问题的时候，我居然幻想，上辈子或者上上辈子，我是不是他家门口的石狮子，用一生去看他离开，等他归来。

“时间被安排,演出一场意外，你悄然走开”在他身上，我不知看到了多少场意外，他不知不觉的三次离开，让我黯然神伤。痛痛痛，闷闷闷，斗争斗争斗争。无由来的疯痴与哀愁，剪不断的回忆与想念，猜不透的未来与现在，我仍应努力的为自己而活。

 ”I say goodbye to you one kilometers away.At the silent era,we may not deserve a distant love,I say goodbye to you at the horizon.Although the aeolian harp is still in the zephyr.Without knowing if you’re living.what I can only do is just waiting in my rest life.”Comparing to my practical life,I am exactly the same as the content depicted in it except this lyric- we may not deserve a distant love,I say goodbye to you at the horizon.It had be better to be changed as I may not deserve a distant miss,I say goodbye to you in my heart.Maybe or must be,I will hear nothing about he even whether he is still alive.It’s deadly sad but really true.This is not the result I expect.But one day,one of us will vanish before the other.And I am destined to be the one who wait by her whole life.Some days before,I have visit the zone of AG,she said that the period of one person being tired of a thing is approximate 28 months.Counting from Mar. 28^th,2003,my cherishing for him had lasting 42 months.How durable I am!It can be suiable to give up in every moment.But once give up,I may like a 3-year Christendom.He had been blessed in front of the Bible everyday.Suddenly he found it was a burden.Then he put the well-adorned Bible away.Is it possible?No,once believe in it,believe it for whole life.If I am a adherent of Hindism,I must believe in reincarnation.So my next life,third life,forth life…I will just be a reverent follower of it.Custom is sure an awful lure.I can never escape from it.As a result,I am willing to consider it as my fate although it is hard to persuade me to admit that these is any fate forecasted.When I was think of the question deeper,I even image that at the earlier life of mine,I was a stone lion guarding in front of his home.I was deserved to see his leaving,wait for his back, using my whole life.

After listening to the song of <one kilometers away> repeatedly,I am fond of the part sang by Feiyunqing especially.Vis-a-vis to Fei’s voice,agreeable with a little sorrow,Jay is not necessary in it I think.Among the lyric,I was deep engraved by the follow ones:awaked from the dream,I don’t know who is tell me the truth at the windows.The transparent future is so fragile to be disturbed by anyone.I say goodbye to you one kilometers away.At the silent era,we may not deserve a distant love,I say goodbye to you at the horizon.Although the aeolian harp is still in the zephyr.Without knowing if you’re living.what I can only do is just waiting in my rest life.”(sorry to Jay,to Jay’s fans to everybody,I translate it so broken for my limited knowledge of English.)To me,the future is indeed delicate.So I often guess what my future will be.One who is frightened by the unexperienced things is,virtually,frightened by the feeling of unknown or vague.I am so conscientious and reverent with my future which may also ascribe to the pile of guess of future,of course,involving some far-reaching expections of it.An idea strikes me:does this show I am not believe my own ability?or rather,not so confident about the utmost efforts I can dedicate.The laziness is not so easily to get rid of for me.I just claimed my profound plan on the signature of QQ.Now,I am supposed to blame myself first.

卜一哲的成分：

• 西摩伊斯(Simois)：河神：27.77%
• 特里同(Triton)：海神：27.17%
• 绪任克斯(Syrinx)：山林女神：18.68%
• 琉科忒亚(Leucothea)：海中女神：12.75%
• 雅典娜(Athene)：智慧女神，女战神，从宙斯的头颅中诞生。：10.95%
• 狄俄尼索斯(Dionysus)：酒神，宙斯和塞墨勒的儿子。：2.34%
• 该亚(Gaea)：地之女神：0.33%

Just received the formal notice from the 51test I am longing for.
On Mar 12th 2007,my initial choice,I'm supposed to take the computer-based exam.
blessing~~at the bottom of my heart,laying my hands on the crisscross,
chanting to the Falcon aquatically,kissing the benign zephyr............
henceforth,love life and love GRE.
Meanwhile,that i attain the magnificent scores on both GRE and my curriculum are my essential but ephemeral episode.
In my mind,many meteors hover in my eternal crystal heaven,loading my glowing dreams.
Ok,cease here.
Please everyone,my dear pals,forgive and stand my immature words,broken sentences and non-continuum tempers.Please,please immutably bless for me~~~~~~~~~~
Thanks to all of you~